JustNiq

So I haven’t written a blog post in lets say about 6 months.  I would love to say that I have just been sooo busy but that hasn’t been the case.  I would say the reasons I haven’t posted can be summed up like this: 1/4 of the  time I actually had stuff to do, 1/4 of the other time I was busy with  drama I brought upon myself *smh* and the last 1/2 I was just too scared.  I would write these long posts and decide, ehhh they’re not good enough or some stuff seemed to personal or I really could not figure out the purpose so I just kept it private.  I’ve realized that I just do this with way too many things. I read blogs every day because I’m too scared to write my own so I just admire great works.  I look longingly at other people in the world enjoying their lives because I’m scared to do this or that. Ok clearly I’m not saying I don’t enjoy my life, just saying I could spend a little less time looking on. 

Everyone manifests their ways of perfection in different ways. My way has always been to stick to the safe-I’m good at the safe things-Its good to do your best but never to overanalyze things to the point of being  stuck. Life isn’t always about doing things “right.”

Here’s to not being stuck.  *clinks glasses*